I used to write in a blog religiously, and I’ve found that I touch this site barely a few times a year. I just took the time to make most of my posts private, because I feel as though I’ve gone through a “fresh start”.
2020 has been shit for most, I think we are all in agreement there. I’ve gone through an abundance of change, and now that I’m reflecting back on it I can’t help but to think that 2020 has given me more than I could have dreamed.
I’ve got to a better place with how I feel about myself. Sure, there are still times where I cry in my closet, or panic as I try on clothes, but there are more days where I feel confident, strong, and ready to take on the day.
I love working out. I love being in the gym and seeing what I can do with my body. I love moving my body, whether it’s at a fitness center or outdoors.
I have my own place, with Snickers as my roommate. She is constantly begging for belly rubs and for my leftovers, but she’s the best roommate.
I’m seeing someone who inspires me to be a better version of myself in every way. I feel as though I might be the luckiest girl in the world.
I don’t have a lot to say in this moment. It’s 2am, technically Thanksgiving, and I just feel content. The last day was incredibly difficult, but I’m proud for putting myself back together and feeling excited for next moments to come.
Tomorrow – er, today – I hope you’ll continue this way.